Yes, I took the baby counter down…not because I'm holding my sweet baby, but because the darn thing starting counting up…yes, I went from having 2 days, to 1 day, to 0 DAYS, back to 1. Ummm, I don't think so. What kind of cruel trick is that to play on a hormonal woman??? A sick, sick, joke I tell you.
Nearly as cruel, I suppose, as me not blogging for two days….to make you, dear friends, assume I've given birth…or am giving birth…or something exciting. But no. The truth is, where my computer sits is terribly uncomfortable for me right now. And I haven't picked up my camera in days, or maybe a week…other than to make sure my battery is charged for the big event which seems like its never going to happen. Thats okay…I be pregnant forever…I don't mind. I'll just enjoy my baby from this vantage. I don't need to see her face…Or sleep at night. Or fit into clothes. Or walk. I'll just sit here and gestate…I don't mind. Really.
So here's a weeks old photo of Judah, age 12.
Don't be fooled by the summer-like look. Its cold and cloudy out at the moment. But doesn't the photo look nice and summery??? And speaking of summer, Happy Solstice! If this were a normal year (read: not pregnant) we'd celebrate (hey, I grew up in Alaska, yes we're gonna celebrate the sun). But its not. So my children will just have to suffer.
I hope you're all having a wonderful day. Filled with sun, smiles, and newborn babies.
Me, I'll just lay on the couch and gestate. I don't mind. Really.